Lately, I've felt so confused about who I am or what I'm doing. I've always thought of myself as straight, but for a while now, I've found myself attracted to a few women. I'm not completely anamoured by all women, just like a few. I wonder if this is normal?
But also I love the lifestyle. I know this sounds ridicuous, but I'm just being honest. I feel like I've never been accepted or never belonged to any type of group, so sometimes I feel that wouldn't it be nice if I could belong, for once? So, is it the love of the lifestyle or am I actually having curious feelings? I can't tell the real from the fake, and I'm starting to obsess over it.
My sister gave me great advice to help me. She said that I shouldn't concentrate on it, and that I should just explore the way I feel and sooner or later, I'll discover my feelings. I'm working on that...
-K
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